progress....10 weeks out

so one of my bfs pointed out that i hadn't posted in a while, so here it goes!  I'm now just past 10 weeks post op and i'm down from my all time high of 344 to 284 =o) It feels amazing to be able to wear size 24/26 jeans, i'm right around the weight i graduated h.s. and entered college at.  I have my good days and bad days, it's a real struggle to get in all my water and calcium supplements.  i have to force myself to get back on track with that.  i've also been slacking on the working out, i know it's an excuse but i'm seriously exhausted every day with work, the internships and class and buying a home. i know i can do this, i just need to get back on the ball wake up earlier and get some walking in.  hopefully once we move in that will be easier, i have to make it easier.  i'm not gonna lie and say i don't slip up and eat stuff i shouldn't eat, the other day i had a veggie spring roll, which is seriously bad b/c even though its veggies it's still fried. so i'm not going to be doing that again.  anywho, i probably could be at a lower weight by now, but i'm not going to obsess over comparing how much i've lost at this point to other's who are at the same time frame and have lost more.  i just need to worry about me, my health, food choices, and mental well being. so here are some pictures, it's only 10 lbs from the last pics, but i can still see the slight changes going on =oD

Oh yea, and i'm about to turn 30 this weekend, i'm almost in denial. i didn't think i'd be this way, i thought i'd want to party and celebrate all of my achievements thus far and enjoy turning 30, but i find myself just wanting to stay home.  i guess i'm in an age, socializing funk, but hopefully i get out of it soon, there are too many things in my life to be thankful for and proud of, i can't let myself wallow.